放棄？？？努力？？？

啊。。。。
從此刻開始，
我才發覺唱歌，我並不會！
其實，已經第二次了。。。
有點想放棄詩班了！
但是，
如果我放棄了，我自己會不會感覺到後悔呢？
那如果，我放棄了，詩班是不是會比較好呢？
說真的，
我參加詩班差不多有8-9年了。。。
在這幾年内，
感謝我在稍團時的某個顧問，
他教我如何要讓自己改變！
我永遠記得，他說：
假如你怕自己唱的不對，你就唱小聲點，
聼聼旁邊的聲音，那一定會進步的！
但是，現在搬進了新的教會，
詩班也越來越嚴格了！
我每一次都沒有唱得很好，所以都被趕出來！
事到如今，我發覺我就是那老鼠屎！
常常害到其他無辜的詩班員，我真得很内疚！
所以，現在！
我到底要放棄詩班呢？還是要努力？？
我真的真得不懂！
上帝啊！！！你是否可以幫幫我呢？？
我真的真的好虛弱！！
我真的需要你在我生命中！
我需要你引領我前面的道路，
做我路上的光！
上帝啊，
我需要你！！！

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Wao.... 10days didnt blog liao...
Let me clean clean 1st....
Haiz....
These 10days arh...
Dont know what am I busy...
I only know that,
mostly I will be in church...
Why?!?! Cause play table tennis lo...
Haha
It's quite a good n nice n relaxing exercise....
Aiya...Times up...
Going to work...
Bye...

Tired... But go on it..

Wao.. This 2 days arh...
Tired.. But go on it...
Cause I'm young mar...
Haha...
Okay lar...
That day Saturday,
I woke up 4.30am early in the morning...
Do you know that what time I sleep??
It's 1.30am neh...
Only 3 hours to meet my 'zhou gong' leh...
Wao... That day got early morning pray at City Fan...
The 2nd time I join...I go is not because of me,
I went there is because of our city, our country...
Then we went breakfast at He Po with Pastor Lee...
Then send them back home, then I go to work...
Then afternoon, got a hair cut...
Bull shyt hell... Ugly hair cut again... Nest time botak better liao...
Haha...LOL...
Hmmm... Then went to church play piano...
Night, have Nicholas & Betty wedding dinner at Mega...
Paise Paise... That night lost a bit control... Haha...
But not only me oh, 如龍，發順，朝懇，佩虹 & me...
I dont know they are high or what lar... -.-
Then Sunday...
I sleep 2.30am... Why?? Cause helping someone to do movie maker...
The program 'heng' 2 times... SHYT...
Then woke up on 6am.. 4 and half hour meet my 'zhou gong'...
Then at night, I help praise n worship group play drum again...
I'm still nervous while play it...
But thanks god, he helped us...
They say I have a good done..But I think not very ok lo...
Haiz... Dont know which one is true...
But I know that I have done it better than last time... :p
Wao... 2 days I slept late, wake up early...
Got I become Pandan Bear?? I know my size look like...
I means my eyes lar... Haha
But hor... Ok lar...
I'm still young mar... this is teenager the life mar...
Haha...
Ok lar... Need take rest liao...
Tomorrow need to work..
*pengsan*


ps:the marudi trip de, I got the pic liao, but haven blog..Hold on arh... ^^

Hobby...^^

Hehehe...
These few days I start play table tennis lo...
Today is second time...
I've around 2years didnt touch the racket lo....
Haha...
But today,
I got feel with it liao...
I'll continue play table tennis...
Table tennis is my hobby...
Yes...Yes...Yes...
Table tennis...
Ping pong...Ping pong...
Wao...
I LOVE YOU!!!
haha....

~Sibu Trip~ 31st May-4th June

Hohoho...
Start my HOLIDAY...
What a busy holiday it is??
Haha... Here, let I tell you..
31st May
We used 12noon de bus to Sibu..
Hmmm... Quite fast he drove...
Haha..Okay lar..Reach there around 7pm..
Then had dinner at 車站飲食中心~
With who??With my 3rd sister family, Betty, Cyndi, n Chew Ting..
Then went to my da gu house...
Thanks her so much those few days...

1st of June...
We went to Kanowit..It's a Kampung..
























































This is Kanowit long house..See... Many cars leh...














These lar my pic n fun in Kanowit..
Hehe... Thanks my beloved cousins..
Thanks for your caring....
God bless you all..

2nd Of June
Morning at 石山公園~A hot n sunny day...














Afternoon go temple...
I didnt take any photo...
So didnt 'po' up here lo...
Hehe...
3rd June 2009

佩虹 & 蓮花牧師














It is in the toilet..Very very high class..



















It is at corridor..very nice...



















蓮花牧師 & 我



















佩虹 & 我



















Both of them arh... I love Them..
Cause they are my Best BUDDIES!!!

4th June leh...
Shopping whole day...
Didnt take any pic... hehe...
I spent around RM400-RM500 in Sibu...
Buy shirt lo... Eat lo...
Buy something lar...
Wao... No money really no talk arh...
Ever things need money... T.T
Haiz...
Then at we used night bus back to Miri...
11.30pm, reach Miri is 6am...
Haha... Quite good use night bus... Save time...
Haha...
Anyway... Nice n Enjoyable trip...
God Bless...
Night... ^^